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1. |
Triumphalism
04:29
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Not me flipping through the memories
Like a corrosive Rolodex
You'd think I wouldn't feel so proud of
All this shit and yet...
Never wanted to win the game
The burden is not worth it
Efface my name before my face
You'll learn to forget, but
I'll feel bad for not wanting you
The way you wanted me
(So guilty!)
Took me a while to correct those thoughts
But I'm finally angry when
They just slide right in
Serpentine out the smoke
Puppy eyes gunning to hound me down
Circling for a bone
Everything we do, do it all without permission
Everything we do because we let get done!
Everything you do, do it all without permission
Else you would not have fun
My feeble friendship is
Not enough
To keep those creepy fingers tucked
Begging bitch jaw shut
Imagine being kind for the thrill of it
'Thout inviting you to Q
Why I'm celibate now
Not a plot of land
Waiting for your stuck flag
My diplomacy my mortal enemy
Oh, but I'm the drag?
Feeling bad
Wanting you
The way you wanted me?
(How silly)
Took me a while to connect the dot
But I'm finally laughing when
They just slide right in
Serpentine out the smoke
Puppy eyes gunning to hound me down
Circling for a bone
Everything we do, do it all without permission
Everything we do because we let get done, oh
Everything I do, I do it all without permission
Else I would not have won
If wishes are horses
Beggars will try to ride
And I just bide my time
If wishes are horses
Beggars will try to ride
And I just bide my time
If wishes are horses
Beggars will try to ride
And I just bide my time
Wishes are horses
Beggars will ride
I'll kick 'em off
And slide on by
(And slide on by
And slide on by
And slide on by
And slide on by
And slide on by
And slide on by
And slide on by
And slide on by…)
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2. |
Forevers
03:43
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How do you like me ass-up on your phone?
Figured you'd keep it, but know it's a loan
I am not the boy in the video, bro
Your empty hyperbolic hole, your ho
You: lighting the joint, proffering wine
Say my music is good, but I just need time
So, "come to bed," you like my sound
Twenty-whatever, I'll figure it out
I've been thinking
Of all the stupid shit
I ever did and
Oh, it's got me wondering
I've been thinking
Of all the stupid shit
I ever did and
Oh, it's got me hot again
Quick with a pic, as you piss in my mouth
Party to party, are you passin' out again?
When left alone, nicking your M to cope
Sniffing your friends and coke
Twenty-whatever, forever your joke, I guess
I knew you only thought you wanted me
I was a type, like a trophy to keep!
(Tell me how it's not that deep)
Beg for space to fly alone now
New copilot, similar bones, oh
Wow
I've been thinking
Of all the stupid shit
I ever did and
Oh, it's got me wondering
I've been thinking
Of all the stupid shit
I ever did and
Oh, it's got me hot again
Was twenty-whatever then
I suppose
Hike up the price if I
Am selling my soul
Keep it alive on
Vidéo
Twenty-whatever for
Ever, I'll go!
Forever, I go
Forever, I go
That's all I know!
Forever ago!
Forever ago!
Forever, I go!
That's all I know
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3. |
Nevers
04:32
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Swinging in the corners
Adamantly slowly
Half-time to techno
Contentedly lonely
A meteor into the city
GO bus to Toronto
Never brought a parachute
When you'd banked on getting blown
(Stoned)
High on E, sipping sativa
From the… government
You were seldom sweet enough
For secret dealership
Circle of friends?
Nope!
Never could contend those
Jagged edges boxed 'em out
Oh, you never would relent, for
You never needed any of 'em then
(No, no, no)
You were free for the moment
Often fucked by fauna
At the local gyms
Sucking up saunas, dodging their partners
For a spark of sin
"How's the girlfriend, anyway?"
(Ha, ha, ha)
"Have not seen her since…"
The silence of the shame
Where you swiftly hit the ending
Ghosted as you ghost
You always took it on
The chinny-chin-chin-chin
I suppose that's why you were popular
Among such conflicted men
Or hated for the same
As they will when you're in love with
Someone far beyond their comprehension
"You're too much!"
But you never needed any of 'em then!
(No, no, no)
You were free for the moment
I moved for no one!
I danced for me!
We are free, we are free, we are free
We are free for the moment
Don't paint it twisted
I'm not ashamed
Gaining new perspective of
Behaviours unexplained
Why wave goodbye
To the wounds I've outgrown?
Oh, light the microscope
For I might never let 'em go
(I messed up a bunch of times but it's okay)
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4. |
Scope
04:40
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My boulder's rolling up an endless hill
I could turn around now, find who else it killed
Bankrupt myself on all the funerals held
If only they had known I'd be doing this
So well, they wouldn't have my
Hell
Heck
I crushed his name to the gradient top
On the way, wrung 'em dry, oh, I've been filling my
Cup is more than half-full now, an overflow
I was dying of thirst but a moment ago
So, yeah, I'm sipping it slowly
But, but, but
Goddamn, I've been running for an epoch
The Grim Reaper and I caught in deadlock
And now you're scoping my gait
Scribbling hearts on the pages of my pain
I feel you looking in to see where I've been
You want a piece, not a parcel of my injury
I feel you look at me, see all that we could be
You—I—symmetry, hide all my history
Dele-e-eat me
Dele-e-eat me
My boulder's rolling down an endless hill
Guess I'll follow the sound and from the ground rebuild
We're quite the sideshow to the vapid voyeur
Yet you're familiar with the march of a warrior
Know I'm doing this for ya
Uh-huh, uh-huh, but
Goddamn, I've been running for an epoch
(Goddamn!)
The Grim Reaper and I caught in deadlock
(Goddamn!)
And now, you're scoping my gait
(Goddamn!)
Scribbling hearts on the pages of my pain, well
I feel you looking in to see where I've been
You want a piece, not a parcel of my injury
I feel you look at me, see all that we could be
You—I—symmetry, hide all my history
Dele-e-eat me
(Bittersweet)
Dele-e-eat me
(Bittersweet)
Oh, I'm done evading
No more renegading
Fake temerity
Clarity grows opaquer with age
Wager my grin
Chagrin going cold
I maybe burned by this old flame
But I'm far from smoked out
Still going for broken when
I'm
(Thickening my thigh
Mine, I'm on my mind
Sayonara suicide!
For the apple of my
Thickening my thigh
Mine, I'm on my mind
Sayonara suicide!
For the apple of my)
Thickening my thigh
Mine, I'm on my mind
Sayonara suicide!
For the apple of my
Thickening my thigh
Mine, I'm on my mind
Sayonara suicide!
For the apple of my
I feel you looking in to see where I've been
You want a piece, not a parcel of my injury
I feel you look at me, see all that we could be
You—I—symmetry
Oh, fuck it, bury me
Let it all roll away now
Let it climb, let it come
Let it comedown
Let it all roll away now
Let it climb, let it come
Let it come
Let it comedown
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5. |
Aperture
04:44
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Exorcising trauma
Addictive is the track
Had me lapping rancid fat
Off the slick of his back, that
Crunching in my solar
Plexus is squealing for a sweaty
Groove in my head
Bowling ball brain
Rolling that gutter
Oh, screw the pins
I've only ever sought the rocky bottom
So since he brought 'em
Know that I'll smoke it up
My Autumn
Pitfall
Maybe I fess up: I miss him
Let 'em know how much I loved
Fucking myself
On the bender
With a friend
Posing for photos he'll never send
Every cavity was aching to be filled
We carved mystery into the flesh just to feel
Was I just a warm
Aperture then?
Was I just a halo
Thrown around your bed?
Well, I hope you found your light
(Lie-lie-lie-lie-light)
Hope you found your light
I hope you found your
(Lie-lie-lie-lie-light)
I hope you found your light
God bless
I'm the architect of the monument
The memory
I have already forgotten how
Cold they were then
The elegy wins
Sparkles and shit
Haughtily sniggering for
Far too long
Deducing
"I was the one who lost!
I am the one, the flaw!"
Yet I suppose in their saga
I pop a red flag
Atop the "Warning Sign" list
Vermin in the pocket
Of a spotless and black abyss
So consider this
My flash, a parting gift
A kiss goodbye
(Mwah!)
Every cavity still aches to be filled
We'll carve mystery into the flesh just to feel
Was I just a warm
Aperture then?
(A prop for your depravity!)
Was I just a halo
Thrown around your head?
(We all have the capacity to)
Well
I hope you found your light
(Lie-lie-lie-lie-light)
I hope you found your light
Hope you found your
(Lie-lie-lie-lie-light)
Hope you found your light
(But you
Really made me laugh
Lupine and grand
What's the plan
Manhunting my kisses
And I'm catatonic now
Your supine land)
What the hell are you doing?
You say it like I'm
Just a warm
Aperture then
Oh, am I just a halo
For your growth, my friend?
Well, hope you find it!
I hope you found your light, light
I hope you found your
Lie-lie-lie-lie-light
I hope you found your light
Wha-wha-wha-why
(A prop for your depravity)
Wha-wha-wha-why
(We all have the capacity to)
Lie-lie-lie-lie light
I hope you find your light
I hope you find your
Lie-lie-lie-lie-light
I hope you find your light
(I hope you find your light
Hope you find your lie
I hope you find your light
I hope you find your lie)
And if it's all that I
Ever will become
Then
I'll gladly step aside
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6. |
Deadheading
04:14
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Skewering, picayune guard
Opened up and loved too ha-hard
(Ha, ha)
Every match bloodsport
Suppurated, shopworn
Caveat emptor
Sold me brick-and-mortar for
Every pickpocket
Knocking at the door before
(Sock it to the whore who)
Never knew a border
Some stories are better left
Boarded up
Kept shut
Nipped in the bud
Petals precious now
(Ow, ow!)
I'm super selfish now
(Ow, ow!)
They'll flock around
Like I'm hawking reprieve
I hunker down
I'm not zipping out, out
Out, out, out, yow!
Sharp cutter
(Cut, cut, cut!)
Whetting, when I'm deadheading!
Vultures in my garden
Let 'em, when I'm deadheading!
Lightning in a bottle
In a round of alcoholics
So exhausting!
Hey, I was too innocent
Free love really was
Costing
I almost lost me
My petals precious now
(Ow, ow)
I'm super selfish now
(Ow, ow)
They'll flock around
Like I'm hawking reprieve
I hunker down
I'm not zipping out, out
Out, out, out, yow!
Sharp cutter
(Cut, cut, cut!)
Whetting, when I'm deadheading!
Vultures in my garden
Let 'em, when I'm deadheading!
I'm sorry, lovely
I just don't trust you like that
So sorry, darling
I cannot fill in all that you lack
That blackhole
Sure will pass, though
Brown to green and back
My petals precious now
Mm-mm-mm, for now
I'm super selfish now
Uh, uh-uh, for now
They'll flock around
Like I'm hawking reprieve
I hunker down
I'm not zipping out, out
Out, out, out, out
Sharp cutter
(Cut, cut, cut!)
Whetting, when I'm deadheading!
Vultures in my garden
Let 'em, when I'm deadheading!
(Ready?
Now we're dead, oh!)
It's gon' be a beautiful death
A beautiful
Beautiful
Death
Beautiful…
(Letting everything go)
Letting everything go!
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7. |
Kudzu
03:06
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I know you cannot
Feel my rhythm but
I'll keep dancing all
Night and day
I know you do not
Think the things I've thought
Yet I still calculate, or try
Maybe once I've died
They'll look back and cry
"Oh, my god, he was so…"
Great
But for now I'm fine
Running on my own
Yank the curtain up
Showtime!
Tragic but it's true
I'm too fucking cool
Tragic but it's true
I'll stay stuck on the moon
Yeah
(La-la, la-la
La-dum-dum-doom)
Way too big for the room!
(La-la, la-la
Yah-dum-dum-doom)
I'll stay stuck on the moon
No more curling up
In the corner and
Chewing on my zipper, I'm
Too modest for my
Own good and I've been
Quiet for too many years
Can't turn back and fix
Only stride ahead
Might as well write it in
Red
About impostor syndrome and I
Thought, oh my god, it
Can't be me
Ha
But it's true
I'm way too fucking cool!
Tragic but it's true
I stay stuck on the moon
(La-la, la-la
La-dum-doom-doom)
Way too big for the room
(La-la, la-la
Yah-dum-dum-doom)
I'll stay stuck on the moon
Tragic but it's true
Tragic but it's true
Tragic but it's true
Let my kudzu bloom!
Tragic but it's true
Tragic but it's true
Tragic but it's true
You don't want my tune!
Stay in your cocoon!
Let my kudzu bloom!
(I'm too fucking cool)
Tragic but it's true
I'll stay stuck on the moon
Mm
I'll stay up on the
I'll stay stuck on the
I'll stay up on the
Blah, blah, blah, blah, blah
I'll stay up on the
I'll stay stuck on the
I'll stay up on the
(Marooned!)
Blah, blah, blah, blah, blah
I'll stay stuck on the
I'll stay up on the
I'll stay up on the
(Marooned!)
Blah, blah, blah, blah, blah
I'll stay up on the
I'll stay stuck on the
I'll stay up on the
Marooned!
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8. |
Thistle
02:34
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I feel I'm part of, apart from this package
A single thread plucked off, yet of His fabric
I like to hold myself more than the average
Moralist cares to admit he's savage
Should I rate myself?
I know me most
Why should I fake myself?
Fuck that, let's toast:
Oh, I'm the proudest around
I am the king and the queen in the crown
And I just castle around
I like the shape of my five-foot-eight shadow
(Okay, seven)
Eye to ankle, bad angles, asymmetrical gold
Yeah, my garden's overgrown by thistle, but
Even superheroes wipe assholes
Should I rate myself?
I know me most
Why should I fake myself?
Fuck that, let's toast!
Oh, I'm the proudest around
(Fuck it, fuck it!)
I am the king and the queen in the crown
And I just castle around
(All that bullshit!)
I know it's impossibly hard
To reconcile the goal of going far
With staying just who you are
But, honey, oh, baby, my darling, you are a star!
You don't need to excavate and scar
The universe gifted you her conscientious eye
Naturally selected to survive and thrive
Just be alive!
So you're the strongest around
You are the ocean-blue sky to the ground
And you are what makes me…
Like, literally
I make you and you make me
Cut from the same cloth
Little clay monsters
With flecks of lightning
Consciousness beaming
Outta stinkin' simian skin
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9. |
Bulrush
05:49
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Hey, dude, I just wanted to, um—
Oh, you probably don't like me calling you dude
Um, anyways, whatever
I don't fucking care
Um, I had fun last night
I fuckin' loved fucking you
While I had the energy to do so
And, um
I wish
I had you
Waking up alongside me
'Cause I fucking woke up
Super hard this morning
That's my best boner
Is in the morning
I am not a night fucker; I am a morning fucker
Um, and I so wanted to use it on you
Um, but, yeah!
Honouring the fucking connection we had when we had it
Was fucking juicy
I loved being inside you
And, um, you're a sexy fucking dude
You're funny as hell, too
You're trippy
I fucking love that
Such a nice, refreshing
Layer
So, um
Thanks for coming by last night
And, uh, good meetin' ya!
Come and fuck the falsetto out of me
Dark, in the park, in the club, to the beat
So high, speed, DNA anonymised
Bait all night, better snag one more bite
Une bite petite?
What do I look like, less than a freak?
Tap my feet underneath
Stall divider
What a wacky way to weigh
Your meat
No, know I'm vegan but a girl's gotta eat
Triple entendre, bone appétit
Queen or discreet, rarely repeated
Offing rocks, neat
At some point I lost it
Drive damn departed
I was caught up in my head
Asunder from the heartbeat
And my colander brain was saving
Only all the pain, so
Now
Letting it out
Riding it down
Opening, out
This
Body was built to be loved
(Built to beloved)
Be loved, this
Body was built to be loved
(Body, my body, my body, my)
Body was built to be loved
(Built to beloved)
Be loved, this
Body was built to be loved
(Body, my body, my body, my)
Ba-ba-ba
Ba-ba-ba
Ba ba-ba ba
Ba-ba ba ba
(Body was built to be loved!
Built to be!)
La-la-loved
La-la-la
La la-la love
La-la la-la-loved
Muscle, rip
Hit it and lickety-split
Never mind the sting
Sweaty, keep it thick
King of all the kinks
Smack a bitch in his ring
I'm a chimerical miracle Sphinx
I don't fink, I just do
Way too cool to sit and brood
Not aloof, I'm the centre of gravity
Mega romantic in spite of the tragedy
Courting calamity, friend of fatality
God in this anatomy, but
At some point I lost Him
Drive damn departed
I forgot the envy
I had racked up at the party
And my colander brain
Was saving only all the pain
So now
Letting it out
Writing it down
Opening, out
This
Body was built to be loved
(Built to beloved)
Be loved, this
Body was built to be loved
(Body, my body, my body, my)
Body was built to be loved
(Built to beloved)
Be loved, this
Body was built to be loved
(Body, my body, my body, my)
Ba-ba-ba
Ba-ba-ba
Ba ba-ba ba
Ba-ba ba ba
(Body was built to be loved!
Built to be!)
La-la-loved
La-la-la
La la-la love
La-la la-la-loved
Ba-ba-ba
Ba-ba-ba
Ba ba-ba ba
Ba-ba ba ba
La la loved
La-la-la
La la la la
La-la la-la loved
I'm just looking for someone to tie me up
Not tie me down now
Throwing my weight around
Knowing my way around a pounding
I'm just looking for someone to tie me up
Not tie me down
Now throwing my weight around
Knowing my way around a pounding so
Whip me like I'm bulrush
Waggin' at the edge of the pond
Whip me like I'm bulrush
Waggin' at the edge of the pond
Shame is not my business
I just want a witness
I come first
(Body, my body, my body, my)
Arrogance earned
I dug me out of dirt
I carved me out of stone for
(You to come on, come on
Come on, come on!)
Ba-ba-ba
Ba-ba-ba
Ba ba-ba ba
Ba-ba ba-ba
(Body was built to be loved!
Built to be)
La-la-loved
La-la-la
La la-la love
La-la la-la-loved
Ba-ba-ba
Ba-ba-ba
Ba ba-ba ba
Ba-ba ba-ba
(Body, my body, my body, my)
La la love
La-la-la
La la la la
La-la la-la-love
(My body was built to be be loved
Built to be!)
(Be loved
This body was built to be loved!
Your body was built to be loved

Built to be loved
Be loved
Your body was built to be loved!)
Tried to cut the body from the whole
But body life-force
Tried to swim the ocean of my soul
But body soft shore
Tried to dine on empty mind
But body is the main course
So let me ride your face
Come on, ride my face, get it, babe
Tried to cut the body from the whole
But body life-force
Tried to swim the ocean of my soul
But body soft shore
Tried to dine on empty mind
But body is the main course
So let me ride your face
Like a first-place racehorse!
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10. |
Land
05:01
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So this is how the story ends
Gilded in a sunlit sweat
I'm copper, spreadeagled on the bed
Severed yet again my friends
Well, fuck them!
Scooping out my concave chest
Yes
Yet fattening the pecs, at best
Blessed
A trooper in a jock, I guess
My God is green; I see Him, I confess
Bikin', I'm scorchin' my back for the summer
When I meet my man, I'll be thicker than butter
I don't have a plan but I bluff well enough
When I get my own land, I'll be horseback brusque
Horseback brusque, I'll be horseback brusque
If I ever land, I'll be horseback brusque, no
Bareback rough, I'll be bareback tough
God is green, I feel him in my sincere selfish love
Falcons floating overhead
(I'm sweating oceans, man!)
'Gelic psychopomp
My death
(Such a blessing now!)
A letting go, whence I'm led
(No hands on handlebars!)
God is green; I feel him, I confess
(We're in the cornfields!)
Bikin', I'm scorchin' my back through the summer
Haven't been fucked in a while, netted numbers
I don't plan to call but I bluff well enough
When I get my own land, I'll be horseback brusque
Horseback brusque, I'll be horseback brusque
If I ever land, I'll be horseback brusque, no
Bareback rough, I'll be bareback tough
God is green, I feel him in my sincere selfish love
Selfish love
(Love, love, love)
Selfish love
(Love, love, love)
Selfish love
(Love, love, love)
Selfish love
Love
Love
Love
Love
It's such a wonderful thing
To love
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11. |
Rollerplex
03:58
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You wanted a shaver
I thought you meant a razor
You say
What are you gonna shave, your pubes?
Long as it's not for the patriarchy, I smile
We get high outside
Summer kissing my ass goodbye, I
I choke smoke, punch back o' my throat
Waiting on the curb while you buy a lighter
You forgot (while) Miley sang her "Lighter"
On the drive over, I
Tried to bring my mother, your
Head buzz cut
All the giggling girls are begging me to fall
Metal arms cross, conclave by the wall
Take my hand, say, "Don't be so stiff!"
Haven't been laughing at all, was
Only in my head
Only in my head
Only in my head
At the Ro-Ro-Rollerplex
Rolling on and on
Rolling on and on
Rolling on and on
Rolling on and on
Rolling on and on
And in the car ride to
My sister's place
You'll say you've missed me
But I won't believe you
Like, Why don't you call me?
So I'm sad and smiling
As you take my hand
I ask myself why
I believe these mean girls
I've replaced their hearts
With iron gates
All in my head
Was it all in my head?
Don't trust me
I don't really trust me, honestly
But I'd rather go down having some fun
Than never rollerskating at all
Only in my head
Only in my head
Only in my head
At the Ro-Ro-Rollerplex
Rolling on and on
Rolling on and on
Rolling on and on
Rolling on and on
Rolling on and on
We are rolling in my head
Rolling in my head
Rolling in my head
At the Ro-Ro-Rollerplex
Rolling on and on
Rolling on and on
Rolling on and on
Rolling on and on
Rolling on and on
And it all
Just floats away, yeah
Doesn't it, doesn't it
All
Just roll away?
All just floats away
Doesn't it, doesn't it
All just roll away?
Just rolls away
Doesn't it, doesn't it
All
Just roll
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12. |
Ď€wilight
05:32
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You're in my sweat
In my veins
Feel it rushing through
Like a bomb
Like a blade
Like a bandage, too
You're the storm
To my sail
And the tidal wave
Like a hook
Hold my hand
You're a hand grenade
Yeah
Yeah
Everywhere
When I run
See 'em run away
From the caw
From the song
From the primal prayer
It's a shame
What they've done
Built upon a tomb
Not for me
All for you
I'll be cutting through
Running back to you
Running back to you
Running back to you
Yes, I'm running back to you
We all need a witness, darling
Particles to observe
And maybe the point of this party
Is laughing at the circle first
You're in my bones
In my brain
In my RNA
Bloodline
Chasing time
Crossing ages, space is
Not enough
Not enough
You'll be scissoring through and through
And so I'm running back to you
Running back to you
Running back to you
Running back to you
Yes, I'm running back to you
We all need a witness, darling
Particles to observe
And I can see you in the twilight
Thankful for this human thirst
We all need a witness, darling
So come lend me your eye
And maybe by the end of this party
I'll stop puzzling why
We all need a witness, darling
Oh, I'll need a witness, darling
We all need a witness, darling
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